哇~~~好刺激的“时间”...时间真得不够用....

很快的又过了几个星期了...

时间还真快的...(不过感觉还有很远的路要走)...><

坎坷的人生...

很快的就要end sem 2 了...可是还有很多垃圾还没有准备好...

天天的时间都不够用...

1.睡觉

2.吃喝

3.玩乐

4.上网

5.陪宝贝

6.做assignment

7.做tutorial

8.做打扫

9.温习

10.(....还有很多人生大事)

看对不对...不论是什么界的人都会面对差不多的问题...

所以...一天24 小时是不够用的...^^v

哈哈哈...(自己懒惰还好说...)

感觉一上college 什么压力和垃圾都堆上来...

= =lll

算了吧...

也许真的要好好努力才行...

很怕未来养不起人家...

(想太多...)

LOL... 要出来这个社会还有很久呢...

不只是那样...还有很多很多要担心的...

两个人的世界真不一样...

要好好的努力...

朋友们你们也要加油加油哦...

test ... assignment....final exam ....(Math this time sure "DIE"!!!!!) T.T v

cham~~~.....XD

ok loh 下星期才update bahhss...LuL

busy ~ Busy ~ week ~~~~

短短几个星期发生了很多很我意想不到的事情
那就是...
嘿嘿~~~秘密....
可是,一切简单...开心就好了...那已经足够了...
爱情是什么...???
其实，爱情 = 开心 + 满足 ....
对不对叻？

最近太忙...就连自己有BLOG 也忘记了....
hohohoho~~~~~
接下的几个week一定会像做过山车一样....
- - lll
怕我真的心脏病发作爆弊死掉~~~ （开玩笑啦~~~）
我的朋友们也要加油哦....
IT ...真的不容易读...
数学....更加残啦~~~...
算啦~~还是见步走步吧~~~
平常心那就好了...

好想以前毕业那段时候...
真的很多节目好玩的...
不过现在也是...
希望哦....这个sem 可以好好的pass 完全部科目
那么我心也好过了...
得不到A也没关系...
至少老天爷给我及格全部就好了...我也会很开心了...

不过很du lan... 那条在programing pratical test 时候偷我好朋友的copy 那个"粉肠大海"
LOL
....没料就别读IT 啦...电脑可以算是一个娱乐的用具...
可是也要懂得操作电脑的system 一切...
noob ka ~~~~ .....没料就回家收山啦...
别侮辱我们读IT的学生...

算了呗...给他考到满分...我也没有话好说...
算我失败吧....
竟然看错instrution...不过还能design到我的programming test de program...

LOL...
Mr.Yah 太好了他...(他本来要给我满分的叻，说我有才华（自豪,暗爽,臭美,自恋,陶醉中....）~~可是我坚持我不拿满分，因为有错就要认！打就要站定定....ho ho ho )
我不会忘记他说过的话...

"现在只是转哲点或者你现在付出的努力暂时看不到，不过日后你会体会到你所付出是值得。或许这个过程很辛苦...不过如果你挨得过去....以后你所得到的会比现在的多...."

所以我一定会朝我的梦想而去...
我要好好的努力...不顾我身边的每一个人...
加油加油哦.....^^v

好奇和奇怪的一天....

唉...
好奇怪的一天...
前天晚上...就要和ab 去看羽球前...
谁知道...有个sms 突然的来...
我的心...读完了就碎了...

感觉...很奇怪...
都分开了那么久了...
她该开开心心的过活的阿...
为什么偏偏还要来找我...

我也不知道为什么...
那晚...
想了很多垃圾...
第二天...
就和她道歉...
和答应了她某些东西...唉

妈妈上两星期..在晚餐的时候说得很对...
她还劝我不要想以为我不再找她就代表缘分断了...
这句话还真灵...
这边说...那边就来了...
- - lll

...唉...都不知道我欠了她...还是她欠了我...
我情愿是我欠她...还完就好...
心也好过点...
所以...就把她当了个普通的朋友吧...

我....是不是想太多了？？
还是见步走步吧...
不想烦那么多了....
因为...感情是个计时炸弹...
如果不好好处理...
炸伤了就不好了...
就像在剪着炸弹线那样...
以为剪断了...但是偏偏又再次启动回....
所以说...感情就是那样...
矛盾又奇怪...

答案...终于明白了...

今天...去utar做gym回的来的时候还见到
DHT 那班老友鬼鬼...他们正要下ipoh...
ipoh....还好啦...
还是喜欢自己的hometown...呵呵呵
然后去吃早餐咯
早餐哦~...
还真的很丰富...
两粒生熟蛋..鸡饭..
吃到超级满足的...呵呵呵...

到家冲凉...恩..
然后也假勤劳下..
读下note...
突然懒下来的就去睡觉...

要睡觉前...想了AB前几天说过的东西..
其实...是我本身的错...
她还和我道歉先...
感觉自己很小气叻...
唉...
其实是我的自己本身的问题...
该道歉的人是我...
对不起...AB... i m not mean to hurt you ...
i m sorry ...forgive me ...

我还记得那个晚上你说过的东西...
我也想了好几个晚上了...
终于...
我想通了..
以前和她解锁不到的东西有了答案了...
我明白了...

她和你...都有个共同的思维...那就是love is not everythings...

所以...答案就这样出来了...
我也明白到她的心在想什么了..
女生...
真的很难了解...
不过...我也明白了当中的问题了...
明白了...
醒来了...
了解了...

简单就是快乐?...快乐是不是自己的满足？...

常常人说简单就是快乐...
简单是怎样的？？...
快乐是怎样的？？...

快乐是在开心的时候出来的？
还是在简单的时候？
还是在心灵上满足了才快乐？

简单呢？
是不是思想容易满足？
是不是没有要求？
还是容易自足？...

不要感情...
不要物质...
不要开心...
不要快乐...
不要朋友...
什么都不要...

那么那个人是个怎样的人？
冷血无情？
没人懂...

世界就是有那么多的矛盾...
那么多的人生观...
那么多的意见...

事事非非...
来来去去...

简单就好...
这样就好...
这些话又怎么样解释？

人类...
思想...

人类的真面目...是很恐怖的...
人的心永远是抓不定的...
因为人类要迈向进步...
人类不会停下脚步...
因为人类想不断的创造奇迹...
因为如此...人类才会残忍和不断的利用不一样的手法来得到一切...
人类...
人类的快乐...
人类的简单...
人类的满足...

一切都是人为....
一切都是那么的丑陋...

Why?....the feeling keep finding me...can it stop it now...

...Why ...
you ady leave me so long ....
Missing ....the feeling still come disturbing me ....
i cannot stand it anymore....
can i dull all this feeling ...?
can i burn all this feeling ...?

this kind of feeling you have no idea to feel it....
only me is keeping holding this feeling ...
can i break it down now ?....
can i stop droping my tears from now on...
Leave please ...
just give me alone ...

izzit this is all my thinking and missing only ?
...you...
got feel this feel before ?
got drop any tears ?
got feel alone?
got feel want to see the face you want ?
...
girl ... i cry so much for you ...

a good bye is just a reminder for me
remind me that you ady leave me away...
remind me i m really nothing without ....
remind me how deep you hurt me before...
now you are happy ...

have you been missing me alot ?....
i really want to know ....
did your tears still drop down becos of me ?
just wonder you alot...

why ?....why ?.....
i really cannot understand ....
i need alot of answer ...
i need alot of explain ...

you...are that only 1 i love so much....
you....are all mine....
you ....
yes .... only you

Leave , but i ...I love you ...but is goodbye...

Leave
....finally i realize
That i m nothing without you.
i was so wrong please forgive me ...
My heart broken like a wave...
My heart shaken like a wind....
My heart vanished like a smoke....
It can`t be removed like a tattoo...
There is only dust are Plied up in my mind.....

I thought I wonuldn`t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow i managed to live on longer than I thought
you did`t answer anythings as i cry out .... i miss you so much....
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless....
What is it about that person next to you ?... did he make you cry ?
Dear can you even see me , did you forget me completely ?
I spend long nights by myself , erasing my thoughts a thousand times....

Please Don`t ever look back and just leave...
Don`t find me agian and live on ....
Because i have no regrets for loving you that much ....
Take it only is a good memories....
i can bear it in some way...or i can burn it in some way....
i can stand in some way ....
you should be happy if you are like this ....
day by day ...
i become dull

if we pass by each other on the street ....can you just act like you did`t see me and go the way you were walking to...?
if you keep thinking about our past memories...
i might go look for you secertly...
Always be happy with him , so i won`t ever get a different mind
Even Smallest regret won`t be left out ever.
Please live well as if i should feel jealous....
you should always be like that bright sky, like that kite....
you should always smile like that as if nothing happened...

i hope your heart feels relieved .when after leaving me.....
Those tears will dry completely ....as the time passes by ...
it would' ve hurt less if we did`t meet at all ...
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby...

i always cry ...
you are the only 1 i love...
you are the only heart of mine ...
but we ady say good bye......