Ready pass new year ady and valentine ...

look like couple but not really cos gal d dark abit
Hmm...wish you at my side now ...

i need you ...aiks...miss you alot...since quarrel ...

i always say you no good ...you no good and blah blah ...

but my hear ... still is the same ... unchanged...still loving you ...

why you want like this leh..

hurts me alot you know... T.T (damm broken hearu wit d loh)

=p

some how buy jor smth for you er..

you won`t know is ...

Padini d shirt ...

wish you like it...

happy valentine ohh my dear...

and i prepare jor 99 rose for you ady ^^

hehehe...wish you this year will happy lah..

emm emm

today also buy ah mui d present

know why ...becus she just break up with his bf...so

i duno how to tam her ..thn buy jor a sweet for her...

aiks...pity her...

she sacrifice too much for her boy ...

why leh...

aiks...

what is love...

is love valuable ??

why she give out that much for his bf wohh

but until the end what also dun hv...

sad loh look her also..

she look very nice and cute...

she look simple and best...

i like her personality ...she call 613 ...^^

hmm CNY and valentine come together ...

chu yit night how to acc her ><.... nid go big house meet those "brother "

ishh die lahr....T.T...

aiks...

why wohhrxx...

i want acc her ....

guess left early bahss...

dear...when you come back...

miss you much ...

love you much....

even that i hate you ...

furthermore i can`t live without you

妳不必愛我了....

你留下的雨伞我舍不得还
那是我们之间仅剩的相关
但把回忆撑开看需要多勇敢

感情在风雪里流逝得太快
快得就连再见都没说完
抓紧彼此的手我们却还是走散

你不必再爱我你尽管放开
反正时间总会把爱冲淡
至少我学会了爱情就美在遗憾

你不必再爱我谁也别为难
让我怀念一会我会离开
转身对你挥手不让眼泪流下来


感情在风雪里流逝得太快
快得就连再见都没说完
抓紧彼此的手我们却还是走散

你不必再爱我你尽管放开
反正时间总会把爱冲淡
至少我学会了爱情就美在遗憾

你不必再爱我谁也别为难
让我怀念一会我会离开
转身对你挥手不让眼泪流下来

你不必再爱我我学着释怀
原来相爱总比想念短暂
至少我记住了你的笑有多灿烂

你不必再爱我谁也别心软
你留下的什么我都不换
拥抱所有温暖就像你还在身旁

那一句我爱你我们都说得太晚

nice ^^v

You ! never and ever care about me !!!!......

me ... and you ...

should i give up...

or

should you let go of me ...

why we will back together ?? ...

i also don`t know...

or just god make play of me ...

you , are your heart with other person ?

i m really not sure...

how much i love you is a useless...

you ever and never understand me ...

because you won`t feel my feeling ...

some how you won`t care and ask my feeling...

just let me fix my own ...

what is your meaning ...

why i need take care of you ...but

you no need care about me ??

what is this rule...

i don`t have much expectation on you..

only just want you care about my feel..

don`t make things let me down...

one heart with me ...

when i m alone just accompany me ...

that enough ...

i want you smart is ...

smart as don`t do careless things...

don`t ever careless again that i want...

you all won`t listen and accept ...

how i m gonna believe you ...

if you care me ...

just let me heard your voice...

your action ...

not the time only ...

time cannot do a things without giving out...

because you won`t give out...

that why ... i will have a think of giving up you ...

you too self-fish ...care your own feel...

i did`t want be self-fish ...

just you make me wanna be...

i self-fish also is because i don`t like

share you with other guy ...

i hate...

i hate watching you go out with those bunch of guy

who i don`t know...

furthermore, i hate you sms ...when you going out with me ...

sms those word ...

say ... at outside with my friends..

hello... am i your friends...

if like that ok ...

i m that kind of friends...

and the guy who ask you d is your boy friends...

i m not ...

you !...

aiks...

if you say i m wrong on that time scolding you

because i never let you go out ...

i will say ... i did't have any wrong...

because ...

i m just not allow you go clubbing only ...

not go yam cha or dinner...

i did`t limited you more than 1 or much...!!!

your words make me very disappoint to you...

what you done to me ....

you ask your self...

did you care me be4 ...

if 1 day let say i m involved an accident ...

then i ve be a coma people ....

will you still love me and take care of me ...

i guess ...you won`t ...and won`t do that of care

... because ... i m nothing for you...

until today....

i m nothing in your life...

i m not important in your life...

i m just a rubbish in your life ...

you is the best ....

this time ...

i m lose ...

you win ...and you is the big winner ...

i m a big loser ...

sorry ...

if i hurt you ...

if i make you sick for love ...

and regret that love me be4...

i m really sorry waste you that much of time...

is mine problem ...

not yours...because ..

all you never ever care about me ....

can a broken heart be fixed ?...

In this world ...who know someone can heal or fixed a broken heart??

i need doctor or someone to fix my heart now ...

a broken heart..

inside my broken heart ...only got many many of unhappy ... unforgivable things ... sad and more...

how to mop it away ...

wish is a dirt only ..some how it is a scar... a long and horror scar i have in my heart ...

it pains sometimes when my eye and feel ..sens somethings uncomfortable ...

just like a blade stabbing on it ...

bleeding and bleeding unstop until it dry ...

why got this kind of feel..

is it the feeling of believe ? is it the feeling of faithful ?

only she know...

so long ago ... my heart is broken one time by one time by her...

i feel very cold and alone ...

feel like ...got she and no her ... is a normal day for me ...

or me ady let got to her ?...

i cannot understand my feel...

i care her...but she look like did`t sens it ...

i duno how to do ...

maybe i m stupid and useless ...

some how only know use money to fixed and work the problem ...

i need a people who can guide me ...

but many friends told me that ..only my self can help my self...

i did`t mention to talk to her that much i don`t want to lost her again ...

i love her alot and alot ..

but i guess... the really her in my heart's is already gone ...

i wish i can found that really her back ..but is really gone ..

she won`t miss already right ???

she got her personal life and i should not disturb any more...

what she like to do ...is her freedom... maybe my mind is jam and sot jor ..

never mind ... just let go bahh ...

let go is the best way to cure my heart...

i must remember this word...' let go '.....

...

let go ...

carry on ...

no more ...

missing just a feeling to express only ...

she ...

not important to me any more...

just a cold ice and scar inside my heart ...

My life ... empty life....

Did't any people when they born is in a healthy and wealthy home ??...

i guess no ... each people have their own story...

i got many frenz around me ...and they have their own story ...

each people who stand in different point ...

therefore...when looking to a things such as money, health , happy , and etc.

they have their own ways and opinion ...

human is very horror and disgusting ...

you know why ?...

because many people is because of look around with benefit..

include love...

however love is a sacrifice but some people will use "love" for benefit...

...

why got people have this kind of life..

A life is given by god..

some how , god will take it back one day ...

just fast or slow only...

human...

why...

this world have many kind of question...

even thought .. i can`t for fill it ...

i m sad enough because of why human have this kind of opinion and attitude..

...

can this world stop it ??

i guess won`t

because this will keep going on and on ...

until the end ...

there will fall out many problem and question...

A complicated life like this..

hate this life...

hate human...

even my self...

... i m self fish enough...

i m bad enough ...

i m corrupted....

...

i wish i could change my life...

even people at my side...

i wish ...we can live in a peace world...

without war...

without that much entertainment...

without pollution..

just a simple life

with a simple girl , i love...

with a simple family and friends i have ...

and all is...

live in a peaceful land...

....

human ...

what are human...

what are emotion of a human..

what a human life...

Love is pain but with a lies ...more pain...

I m Sorry....
That all i gotta Say....
look... everything gonna be alright...isn't it ?
someday.... why i m crying....
Love is pain ...dedicated to my broken heart
and i so sick of love songs....hate the love songs...
memento our love...
A late night and rain falling, i bring you back form my memories..
I promise myself . I would be fine without you, but i can't take it ...
i drink in which i don`t even know how to handle.Trying to fill my empty heart.
A day without you is too long , I pray that i may forget you.(But this was a lies to my self..)
Without you , happiness can`t be found within me....and i can`t even shed any tears.
i don`t want to live anymore...
Ishh ...This bull-shit it's pissin me off. im going to crazy think about you...
I want to see you, but i'm being told that it's all over ...and i will be there...
I m so sorry but i love, before all this all just is a lies...
i did`t know, but now i know i need you...
I m so sorry but i love you, out of anger...
I pushed you away, with those piercing words without realizing...
I m so sorry but i love...more and more
I m so sorry will you leave and forgive me ...
Slowly So i can be in pain .
By myself without anyone knowing...
Yes, those word i said just is a lies..
A loner left behind all alone , and me lost in the mind of it all...
the breakup letter wrinkled and folded up in my pocket ..
and the habit of calling for you and wondering where are you...
i m gonna change, i'll laugh everything off from moving on now!....
Oh...i hope this just was a dream..
I still can`t forget you..
No, i don`t think, i ever will , even until the day i die...
Did the scars I gave you ever heal?
I m sorry because i never got do anythings for you ...
im so sorry but i love...
i did`t know, how much i miss you as well...
but i miss you now...
Bye bye my love...

All is Vestige....

As I clenched my strong fists and crushed them, in my wishes , my palms still bleed.

My Endless wings resemble so much to chains, their weights keep me from going anywhere.

with the nalve eye they've almost lost, people think about the stars which they could never return to.

Upon the respective lights we've hung, we keep them blooming with our lives.

It's our destiny to keep carrying them.

As we engrave them with brilliance, they are gentle vestige of our times.

Although as i cried in the end, I ve made my replacements.

So should everything exist in order to let us forget about them?

Tomorrow is like the feathers falling from the heaven,Even thought it's a painful vision to awake from.

If my being hurt within a trance, which is how you called It "Live",Then You're the only unfading truth.

What we're leaving behind here, it's our radiant but transient vestiges.

all just is a vestiges.....

all is a nothing....